DESTINY

I've been thinking about my existance and my future alot lately.    Do you ever wonder about your destiny compared to others? Or better question; do you believe in destiny? I do.  I figure what's meant to be is meant to be.  It keeps me grounded.  I've always lived my life that way.  Some people say you have to shape your own destiny.  I guess it depends on your belief system.  There is something about going against nature that disturbes me.

When I was 23, I had my astrological chart done.  It predicted that I wouldn't be getting married until my middle age.  Let me tell you, I've had my shares of trials & tribulations in the love department.  To date I've never even been engaged.  I'm not sure if the average person would believe what is revealed in an astrological chart.  It's always been in the back of my mind but, I haven't obsessed about it.  Yet, I wonder, did that morsel of information influence my behavior and sabotage my relationships?  Or is it just my destiny? About a month ago I saw a psychic and she conducted a reading based on the vibrations of a mirror I gave to her.  Suddenly she says, "it's ok, not everyone is meant to be married when they're young it interrupts the flow of nature".  Honestly, I didn't say a peep about it.  Coincidence? I don't think so. 

There are time that I am extremely unhappy with certain aspects of my life.  But, being a typical Scorpio, I make the best of the situation and try to see the bright side.  Hell, it could be alot worse.  Besides, the grass is always greener on the other side. Isn't it?