Since this harrassment started by my neighbor I've been thinking alot about karma and the law of attraction. Obviously she's tempting karma with her hostile actions towards me. But what about me? I can't help but ponder if my thoughts or actions somehow manifested the situation. I don't remember deliberately doing anything physical to taunt her. In the literal sense I did because if I didn't she wouldn't be harrassing me. (that could just be her perception though) Karmicly,am I to blame? The self righteous part of me galls me to say that, nevertheless I think there's some merit to it. Maybe if I wasn't so self righteous, this wouldn't have happened. Alas, I am not perfect. (Sigh...do you see the struggle?) I feel like I've been forced to go on this journey of self discovery to be a better person. Is that really such a bad thing....flip flop
Then I think about my religion and my practices. I am always responsible. Why is this all happening to me?
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Personally, I'm not a big believer in 'TRYING to become a better person'.
Because 'every action has an equal and opposite reaction': that's karma.
If this woman annoys you, and she clearly does, you might say that you are projecting your shadow onto her. The things you see in her reflect things about yourself that you don't want to know about.
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